Believe me when I say that I understand it better than anyone. Being able to move past and take responsibility for what you've done is one of the biggest strengths you can develop, and an integral part of growing up, and it sounds like you've still got plenty of time to do that.
Whatever it is you like to do in your free time is something that can be used to help, I guarantee it! If you can drum up a certain kind of energy to help you with archery, you can channel it into your work with just a little bit of practice. Everyone goes through a series of phases; what you're talking about is perfectly normal.
Remind me to tell you sometime about my attempt to join the circus. ☺
- Dale Cooper
[ yes. yes he did draw the smiley face. fight him. ]
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